proud to be indian ?

It is not the question of who is right and who is wrong. No one can feel ever share the grief of the families who lost their loved ones.
In my childhood bomb and machine guns were mere myth of the bollywood blockbuster. But our current generation are getting to see the horror when they are born. Question is are we really secured? are we heading to safer earth?
Some anti social elements have proved enough to breaking sovernity of india. First thing is that we need to feel indian.
why are we not united? Why we still have rage over state boarders?
If we are not united within ourself then any third grade nation can easily trumble our sovernity.
it is we who offer a safer passage to those bastards who have nothing to loose.

we have politicians like Naqvi who thinks he has done PHD in politics, or that Kerala CM who must have never felt pain of bullet.
Or Mr Vilasrao Deshmukh who thinks he can be a lead actor in ramu's film on Taj attak.

why after election every politician turns courrupt and can even beccome ready to sell mother india for few votes? Why?

this is beccause we ourselves are courrupt. this starts from minor things like paying the fine to police on traffic violation, To customs bribe and mega scams.
we have taught those bunch or undergraduate jokers to mint money.

most of the tax collections revenue is going for the infrastructure development of politician. Then whatever it remains is for you.
In that we eat some portions by making protest rally's and destruction public property, in one form or the other.
Some potions for the internal state security and development. Bangalore is laying signal at every junction beccause we educated criminals does not believe in traffic rules.
By the way cost to lay one signal post is around 16 lakhs.
we dig the roads and expects goverment to fix it. We steal electricity and expects the goverment to pay for it.

How much from her savings will mother india pay for us?
How will she able to protect the new born childresn of her? how?
she cried for every individual in mumbai who losts their lifes. after all she is mother.

why cant we be little honest to ourselves? preserve the public property and it will inturn save life of our heros by giving them better equipments.

be true to yourself and nation before calling proud to be indian

back to rock and roll days.

Rock as the music says, is the form of high energy storm to ears. It gives immense energy and can depict the high pain or high joy. Feel in the music is always high as music tend to hit higher notes of scales.

Bollywood industry has been long time following the US music tastes. In early 80's where guitar and instrumental music was predominant with lots of blue's touch, bollywood too followed the same taste. Look at RD burmans all the Hits, they all are nice instrumentals with western touch. It did have lot of indian instruments but scales were western.
Lot of use of trumpets by kalyanji and anandji. There were few of them who purely believed in indian raga's. All songs were good as there were lot of innovations.

In late 80's US turned mad to Hip-Hop genre, that's where the bad days in bollywood started.
Punjabi bhagda's were taken as charm and thousands of blend videos made their way into the idiot box.

I stopped following bollywood music from then.
But now a days lot of people are starting back the flow of rock and use of real instruments rather then programmed beat.
Rehman with Roobaroo and lukka chippi showed that use of guitar can give you beat without any drums. So are shankar,Ehsan and Loy who used distortion padels heavily in their music in dil chahata hai.
Pritam though pick up the songs but he is keeping alive the tradition of instrumental music.
Nasal swami Reshmiyya also showed a talent towards using instrumental folk galore.

Overall I feel golden days of music are comming back which got lost after RD saab.

box full of kisses!

Found this story on the net!

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.

Vyaas Almighty

Do you know who is महर्षि व्यास ?


Who doesn't know about महर्षि व्यास ? Indian culture would be orphan without his enormous contribution


This was the words I read first when I was reading mahabharata epic. Thanks to my beloved friends who teased my general knowledge to death. This made me go and read the epic.


well I was so much fascinated by this person व्यास?


and what are his contribution(s)?





well here it is.


Sage परासर got fascinated with fisherwomen मत्श्यगंधा and gave birth to व्यास


story of mahabharat is written by Vyaas . It starts from hastinapur king Dushyant.


He goes out for a hunt and find's himself being hunted by "shakuntala"।


Yep Shakuntala is very beautiful women. She is born beccause Mr. Indra wanted to spoil the penance of sage vishwamitra as it would result is devastation. So he sends menaka to spoil his penance. Indra succeeds and shakuntala is born.


Shatanu and Ganga gave birth to bhisma. Actually ganga gave birth to 8 childrens last one of them is bhisma and she drowned rest of them.


This same shantanu after 8 kids fell for satyawati, gorgeous daughter of fisherman. They gave birth to two kids. Out of them one died and other got married to ambika and ambalika. Satyavati also had a relationship with sage parasar. Now I think I am loosing the track.


So satyawati beccame mother of vyaas. satyawati's both the kids dies before giving birth to any kins.


Satyawati asks bhisma to go in for relationship with the two girls ambika and ambalika. Bhisma refuses and then vyaas is called for relationship(s).


first one to go was ambika and she gave birth to blind Dhritirastra. ambalika gives birth to pandu. Satyawati asks vyaas to enter the relationship again with ambika but this time ambika scared by vyaas looks sends in her maid. Now vyaas is so engrossed and he did't even notice that it is a different girl? huh...


vidur thus was born to the maid.


Kunti mother of pandavas had a boon that she can get kid from any almighty she wants. wow what a boon.


so she experiments this boon out of curiosity and sun god appears. aaa-haaaa boon is boon kunti just tried for the sake of it but now she has to face the concequences. karna is born to kunti of sun god. she abondons him as she is unmarried.


Pandu later got married to kunti first and then mandri.. Two wifes for pandu who turned useless with curse and one each for dhritirastra & Vidur? that's strange and quite mysterious.

Now who are Kaurava's? how on the earth 100 of them?
Oh the holy vyaas is again responsible for 101 kaurava's. hundred and one! can you guys believe it?


Gandhari is said to be blessed from vyaas to have 101 kids. One can infer any meaning from this statement.


What about kunti and mandri. kunti had boons so she used then to get three sons from wind god, dharma and indra. while mandi desired ashwinikumar and got nakul and sakdev who are portrayed as handsome kids.

Aaah!.. what a complication!
well this all explains why epic of mahabharata would have been orphan without Maharshi Vyaas Ji!

Time travel ?

Time machine is a nice concept. But the question remains unanswered is the time a frozen event?

Is it like a film roll of the movie which viewed as a still? if yes the there is a chance that we can view this event but cannot interfear with it. This makes more sense to me.

Most of the science fiction movies with genere Time travel does this goof up of interacting with the past and changing the future. And for most of the time things go write. If you want to change your past then there is fair bit of risk that the alter in past can result in your non-existance.
Only one movie gives a hint of it is Back to the future.

we do see the past evry day but we cannot alter the same. What we see with our eyes is past of fraction of second.


what we see with our eyes is the light reflected on the object. Time taken by the light is million time faster then the movement of the object what we see. That makes u see things which are happening now. but actually it is fraction of seconds past what we see.


What if the speed of the light was 1mm/hour ? the we would have been seeing continiously past.
beccause by the time reflected light hits the eye object must have moved significant distance.
Just take a example of the video camera which has delay for processing of about 5 seconds. Thi will continiously show you past.
seeing the past is very easy. actually you view it every day on your telivision sets.

But seeing the future is beyond the scope of the logic. It is full of permutation and combinations.

It's all depends upon way you act. not everything is pre-written to happen.

what I belive is future is like a clustor with lot of nodes. At every node you need to do descision as where you have to go. There is a choice at every node.

Take an example your life is divided in 6 stages.

baby,kid,youth,adult,old,exit stage.

At every stage you have a choice to go to the final stage. That means you can die early at any time and it is all in your hands.

Now when you are baby you have a choice to be a good baby or bad baby. comon this is just an example. Actual thing will be complex with multiple nodes.

Now if you choose to be bad baby then you might be in totally different path in subsequent stages then if you have choosen to be a good baby. it's all at the start what you can change the things and make it right.

One can still change its future and every moment. I cannot guerantee how many nodes are present but certainly feel it is less then the number of seconds you live.

I have do not read any books so I have no reference for my theory but I got inspired by one movie "The Butterfly effect".

It's perfectly true that your future is written in your childhood and proper care by your parents can groom it well.

What I believe is astrologers knew this kind of concept in some form and they could tell relating the nodes what you will be. However no one is that intelligent to analyze all the nodes and write your future 100% correct. Some dedicated scholars must have done it in past. Our great epics tells us lot of the prediction done by people. Mahabharata is one of them.

Who knows vyaas has indepth knowledge of these nodes. I have heard of Nostradamus predicting of destruction on earth.

These all great astrologers are people with intense knowledge in their field. Take our case with decade of expirience in our field we also can predict there will be failiure if few things are not taken care.

Think about it!

Cuz future is in your hand.

radio one Rajini Saaar

"Wah re Wah Life in bangaloe with rajini saar!"

"hello every-body, yesteday when I was returning homeaah"

"Then sudly three dAgs caaameeee in Frontaah and stated barking"

"waiiting to biiite me........... waaahhhat aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"siiimbelllll.... I lifted my right hand in the skaayy and looookd in the dog's eyes and said"

"Kana, if you biteeah one injection, But if I biteeah hundread injections"

"All dogsaah run away"

"maa remember If rajini violentaaaah, all dogs silentaaaah"

This piece I have taken from radio one. but they have made hillarious stuff with rajini. ANd best one is the punch line, "If you wink and rajini rajini will stink at you"

And this one is after he hits three goons with ball pen.

"Kana, they might me having long swords but pen is mightier then sword"

in one of the gag he slaps a call center guy who disturbs him while having shower. He puts his hand through phone and his hand comes out of other side of the phone and slaps the call center guy. guy who imitates rajini does full justice to his voice.

This link has few of rajini's adventures.

http://www.radioone.in/index_bangalore.asp

strange dreams!

I often get dreams quite strange. I just cannot relate them to anything.

Ok here it goes,
I am going on the bike with Sandeep Belliappa. He turns out to be roller coster rider. He takes me in the building. Now this building resembles more of Oasis mall. one building for mall and other parallel one for parking lot. Sandeep has roller coaster installed in the other building and that's scare house type roller coaster. So you should expect some horror while sitting on the coaster. but when I take the ride I realise that in between sandeep gets down of the coster and scares you hiding in the corners of the building. what the hell. I am not scared.
Then comes meeta and we all go to the terrace of the building. From top the building looks like dack of the ship. We are all talking about the casulties in the hospital. And then I realise that meeta has hospital and the building next our building is an hospital. Then I suddenly see orange ball of light. Well that's not the ball of light but it's a missile and in blink of eye it strikes the hospital. Meeta is screaming and she wants to save the people in the building. But we realise that it's of no use it's all gone. Building has turned into the ball of fire.

Later I realise that she is doctor or somekind who takes care of patients out there. The building is army hospital.
Then scene changes to some screen and that sceen is showing some satellite pictures and in picture we are there seen on the top of the building. I mean me, sandeep, meeta and another person. I realize that we are also be targetted. so we get down of the building and then cut the fence and and take shelter. After this I got up :(

misuse of power.

From Epic Mahabharata- Story of birth of Vyaas

Once Parasar, grandson of Vasistha, went on a
pilgrimage. En route, he had to cross a river. Parasar was fascinated by
Matsyagandha, daughter of a fisherman, who rowed the boat. He desired her but
Matsyagandha was in two minds as they were inside a boat and others can still
see them from distance. Parasar, with his yogic abilities, at once created mist.
Parasar also granted her a boon that ugly smell (common to fisherwomen) from her
body will disappear and a divine smell will come from her body.
Later, a son
was born to them, who became known as Ved Vyasa (as he sequenced and divided
Vedas). Since he was born on dweep (island), he also became known as Dwaipayan.

Even during pre-mahabharata times people with power used to mis use them. And people say we are in "Kaliyug".

Something about monday dinner.

As we book the table for three in our daily dining mess, we see two beautiful ladies dressed almost dressed to kill. Who are they? well my first guess is airline crew members as they are used to wearing realetively long neck out in public.
Lone three guys are always bachelors, shifted their attention towards upcomming eve's.
when all the table are free they took up the place next to us.
One of them dressed with shorter version of Mini and other is in knee height skirt with tank top.
we all almost stopped thinking about what to order. I was sure these people are going to some disc and surely are airline crew member. My friend said they don't look so.
Al this while we thought better we change our language from english to Konkani. It is not good to discuss about females in common language when they are sitting that close. After some time our confusion started beccoming noticeable. Then one waiter approched us we placed our regular order to him. Before going to the kitchen waiter sybolically tells us that those are hookers!
we finished our dinner and disappered!

कहानी हमारे महाभारत की ? Part 1

Today I witnessed the ekta kapoors venture into epic of Mahabharata.
first character to notice was shantanu. I thought coustume of shantanu was copied from decade old character "krur singh" - aka yakku maharaj fame chandrakanta. Satyavati looked real horny dame or direct import of one of the daasi in movie kamasutra. If you notice blood red color is used everywhere। Satyavati in red bedsheet. New baby born in red betsheet. If they used tissue papers that time then that too would have been in blood red. Rest of the crew looks to me copied from gabbar's den.
There is bit technical here, ekta kapoor has changed the way she use to show scened of high intensity drama. In her other sops she shows multiple edited takes. (of course why to waste them)
Mahabharat goes from video mode to film mode for high intensity drama scenes. भीष्म looks nothing less then russell crowe of gladiator. व्यास has some resemblance to बाबा रामदेव except his periodic left eye blink.
गणेशजी के बारें में क्या कहे , वह तो बप्पी दा का incarnation लगते हैं

beauty and the "beast'S"

" ईस शहर में कीस से मिलें, हम से छूटी मेह्फिलें
हर शक्स तेरा नाम लें
हर शक्स दीवाना तेरा " -- Jagjeet Singh(Kal Chaudavi ki raat thi)

These lines perfectly matches about what I used to think a year back. My best friends got married and moved out of bangalore and then at the same time one lady joined. May be that time I was most inactive and bothered little about anything.

This was purely my observation.

My company had carton of blind lovers who will go mad after the beauties. Of course it's not their fault. It is just a human nature to be attracted twords opposite sex ;)

First girl I know used to get cards, chocolates and flowers daily.. Wow! she might be feeling GOD.

Second had more fans following her till TT table. She was one of the slow learner of TT. she used to tell me. you know pravin I always get the partner for TT whenever I go. And I used to say Wow! how come ?

Third one has fans over the globe. I have visual and metal limit upto this world so may not be able to comment on the universe.

well I wrote small poem for all the fans--

"Mai jahan jahan chlunga, mera saaya tere saath hoooga"

" Mera saaya , mera saaya"

which baby you are ?

Well we capricons don't believe in this stuff. But whenever I tried to read this it always tells opposite of How I AM. Does it fit anyone?



Jan :: Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

Feb :: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Mar :: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

Apr :: Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May :: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

Jun :: You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Jul :: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Aug :: Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

Sept :: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

Oct :: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Nov :: Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Dec :: This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

My first concert :)

(Crew Members for the Concert)

Post: Feb 26th 2008 It was uncontrollable pleasure. Could not wait anymore for the final day. I made it. it was my dream come true toplay on stage for sake of completeness.

I know I could play well but still there was a fear of stage. But now I fell proud about myself. thanks to all bad events which forced me to learn music. I am thankful to them :)

It was awesome 3 weeks practice session. I know lot's hapen over coffee, but can happen over anywere too.

Singers for concert were too good. All of them are my good friends.
I need to mention their names. Srevats, meeta, vindesh, vivian,tuppad,shashi and mathan.

also never to mention my teachers Venky, Ameet and Kanad. I dedicate this concert to you people.
Life rocks as usual. And things do happen for the best. take it from me!
(Me Playing Solo of Maa with Vivian on Keyboard)
Vivian was a good accompany for the concert. He is been playing for years in church and small occasions. It was good learning from him.


(Entire Troop) from left to right
Subu, srevats,chandranath, sundeep,ramesh, Neha,pravin,meeta,tuppad,chetan,shashi,vindhesh,sailesh,vivian and deepak


(Ek mai aur Ek tu -- Srevats and Meeta)


(Bharat Humko - Srevats, shashi,meeta and Vindhesh)
(My Frist Jam up with pro)
(Guncha with Ramesh on Keyboard)



(ಮಿಂಚಾಗಿ "Minchagi" Kannda number with Tuppad)






(The Best Lamha Lamha with Meeta and Vindhesh)



(I loved the rythm for this song and good voice too)

(Aao Tumhe Chand Pe le Jaye - Meeta)



(Sole english number Scffolder's wife for Deepak)

I manage to play whooping 14 songs. I was still high for couple of them more.





(Dooba Dooba with Vindesh & Shashi)

It was awesome thing to happen. Was oh high for that entire week. I call it as begining.

Sonali Kaun thi ?

Posted :2/22/2008

it happened to be my mistake in reveling my password "sonali" to my friends. And they pounced on me like hungry hyena. Then I had to explain them what is sonali about......
So here it goes.
it was long ago several years back 1605 when I was a king of uzbekistan. This part was having muslim domination and me the only persian soul. Did't look good to the some of the muslim fundamentalist of my kingdom. there was rising issues reported to me by my ministry of defence but I over ruled them. I was more found of music and science. I had few physics scholars deployed for defence purpose. They were all good. to name them few, "Nissar" was good in optics, "shaukat" was metallurgy engineer, "faiyyaz" was pyro-technician, "Ruksana" was most important member as she was good in stretegy and one of the known chemical engineer. Being in muslim dominated place, I could not promote her to be stretgy and admin leader. So I made Faiyyaz as leader. But I used to tell Ruksana about her capabilities. well well well, this was the start. My adamant nature started tending towrds the disaster of love and peace. I know till this time uzbekistan never knew about a word called peace and love. Then my metings with ruksana increased day by day.
Then I fell in love with her. rookie, that's what I used to call her. Lovely cheerful lady from multan. she was found of mendolin and I used to play guitar. she tought me few sufi songs.
we used to have good time after my hard day at administration in morning. Always eger for the evening as all the admin work used to get over by 4.00. My favourite place used to be backyard garden and we used to hang out over there. To tell you this 4.00 till 7.00 used to be my best time. at 7.00 she used to go in as it was prayer time and one need to respect the sentiments of the fundamentalists.
My aftenoon hours with rookie spread like a bad news amoung the muslim families. I was told not to hang around with the other religion girl. there was advice from my ministery several times on this front. But nothing stopped me from meeting my sweetheart.
Days went by and I had big pressure of maintaining unity amoung my friends and neighbours and internal pressure was building up as I was not able to concentrate on kingdom. Rivalry amoung the neighbours was increasing day by day. My neighbours were eyeing my small kingdom to increase the span of mohamadan preechings. day by day friends turned foes. It was too late for me to realize it was all happening beccause of my relationship with rookie. Some of my ministers got merged with my neighbours. day by day I was loosing the hopes and then had fear of not being accepted by riligious rich muslim community of middle east.
time went by and then one day my kingdom was attaked by the neighbouring muslim prince by name "Noor". All this while I thought this prince "Noor" would be nice to me and he was my good friend. But attack was real shocker.
This battle distroyed my entire kingdom. Lost all the army and welth. But nothing more then Rookie, and I lost her too to Prince "Noor". Noor married rookie and I was a prisoner of him. My water life was spared on request of rookie and I was told to leave uzbekistan. I with my fellow friends travelled south west to land in Yemen. Well Yemen is cold desert. with little food and water we survived couple of days. There I met nice guy by name "Liyaqat Ali". He was jem of the person, very good poet and tru muslim. He tought me good things in mohamaddan preechings and about the muslim law. Day after day my trust on him was building up. He was true pathan and very brave soilder. One day I told him about me and what happened to me and about my love life.
he said "kameez, tu maayus mat ho.. main tumhe tumhari mashooka tak leke jaoonga.. Bas aaj se samaz le tu mera bea hai.. seena phaad ke keh to Ali ka beta hai..."
Then we gathered few soilders and few pathan equiped with guerilla warfare techniques and attaked uzbekistan. Resistance from prince Noor was so much that this war went on for three consicative years and finally we captured prince Noor. I was happy man as I was meeting Rookie after 6 years. when I met rookie she was married with 2 daughters and she was begging to spare life of prince Noor. Suddenly remembered the preeching from "liyaqat Ali" about forgiveness. I spared the life of Noor and returened my kingdom of uzbekistan to prince Noor. This was most immotional and touching to liyaqat, tears dripped out of his eyes and he roared again, "Kameez to sher hai, to Ali ka beta hai, YOU ARE SON of ALI" or in short SON-ALI.
I liked this new title of mine so much that I used it for everything. SONALI is comman name in Yemen. people rememberd me for my forgiveness towards the enemy.

bas Yeh hai meri kahani...

Why I forget things so often ?

Posted : 2/11/2008

My friends have problem as I tend to forget the things so often. Yes it can potentially lead to catastrophic failure in some others life.. who knows.
Explanation on why I tend to forget the things so often.

General human brain always in the analysis mode as to get the answer of the question “Why”.
If you hear a thing which you have never heard then your brain will start a multi thread to analyze the thing and get to a solution. Solution is stable state of the brain.
Now it depends on how much processing is utilized by your brain in getting the solution.
If it 50% then rest 50% is enough for you to do your regular activities.

But then what we use is only 60% of the total processing capabilities of the brain.
Now if your brain suddenly switches to heavy processing mode, which will be the case if you are unable to get the answer in short period.
Now you will use the power which you have reserved for the normal operation.

Normal operation means walking, sitting typing and other necessary activities.
Task is like an interrupt, what you remember first is time and then an event.

There are multiple events some are non mask able like nature’s call.
But other are all masked by our brain if he is not getting any processing power for it to service the routine.

I need to go out at 5.00PM is an event, and to teach the car is a task. But then when my brain is heavily utilized in some unanswered question then this event gets masked.
May be this is the reason why I tend to forget the things so often.
Also it depends where you save the task.

Human brain is first CPU to have multi threading. Some have three to four processing’s happening at same time or even more then that.
Take a example of flute player who has to read the notation’s, then decode then, blow the intensity of air according to the note pitch and move the fingers over the holes.
Or take an example of the keyboard typist.

This will require enormous processing from brain. But then human brain has a tendency to adapt to things, we know it as neural networks. This adaptation process will reduce the CPU (brain) utilization.
In turn one will have more power to do other things.

Adaptation process will require more of the short term memory like scratch pad memory. This will be utilized to keep some chunk of the processed data and then erase it with new set of data.
Our brain will be mostly in the adaptation phase till some years which makes the little ones an easy task to learn and adapt to things quickly then fully grown adult.

Now your brain is equipped with scratch pad and Dynamic storage ram. Now it all depends on where your brain saves the task for you.

why aliens are projected as wierdo ?

Posted : 2/8/2008

As you all know aliens as extraterrestrial creatures and attracted towards the earth and having big head and wide eyes but miniature body.
Why does aliens are projected this way?

Going back to the early era of human evolution, we were evolved from apes aka homosepiens and the subsequently it took us to become human.
Human was genetically engineered to do the work from child hood and it’s endoskeleton is structured for flexibility and strength.

Homosapiens are the early race of human being, are known for tall stance and very mighty. They were so because they needed to do hunting and cut wood for shelter or for armor and all other things.
But as man evolved from Homosapiens had sedentary life then their fore-fathers. This resulted in change in the endoskeleton structure to meet the needs.
So as we see todays human as less of strength and more of brain.

But as we are proceeding we use more of the brain and eye and ear then any other part of our body. If this is the case we might slowly see that next generation people will have more wider head,eyes and ears as they are used more.
This works same as muscles. More and more you work then bigger and bigger they will grow.

Think about the aliens now. If they can approach the earth then they must have cutting edge technology to built the space vehicle. Of course over the period of time they must have got this technology.
This means that they must be working more on brain then any other thing.

So over the period of time they must have evolved to get bigger brains, eyes and ears.

Quantum Theory Demystified!

Posted on : 2/15/2008

Just lazing around on my seat and doing nothing, thought of putting some of my crazy thoughts on mail. I have marked this mail as low priority so you can read it later on if required.

Had a wild thought of the nightmare I had for my chemistry class in PUC-, with azimutal quantum theory, atoms and molecules and how cluster of atoms form a molecule. And then several of molecules form a mass or matter which we can feel.

Now look at earth and other solar planets they too resemble more of less like atoms and several atoms form a molecule or we call it a galaxy. And thousands of the galaxies will form a big cluster of matter.
If you look at the atoms and molecules, end result is a matter or a solid mass. May be same way we are the infinitesimally small atom of the larger mass which may be located on yet another place like earth and there may be gigantic human beings and animals which may be playing with us. What if earth is the part of the stone on yet another earth like planet?

But then it takes an infinite loop. If there is a planet on which earth is just a particle then that planet can be particle on yet another planet.
Then we can also say that one of the atoms might have life like earth. And we might have small tiny creatures on that small atom.

Then that atom will have other tiny atoms which we cannot see and then they too might have life like earth.
Or earth is nothing but a single particle in entire mass and an exact copy of the bigger counterpart and so